its been awhile ;)

yo yo yo my peeps....all 3 *maybe, i think i'm pushing it* of the peeps that follow me.

ok so last blog it was all being sad about missing this douche that i dated, and when i say douche i mean a very douchey douche.

But now i have a bf (boyfriend) who is all but one of the things on my yay boy! next boy list!

1. computer geek

2. knows how to fix lots of things

3. likes some type of star wars or star trek thing

4. carries on really dumb conversations

5. so cute!

6. black frame glasses (this is the one that he does not have)

7. shy, but outgoing at the same time!

ok....i might be weird :)

anyway! i really like him and he makes me smile and he calls me princess *swoon*

and he is very very respectful of me which is so so sweet!

but still not letting down my guard! or loving tons again. I will be strong! 

anyway

i'm washing my clothes and seriously i have 7 loads of clothes to wash, no where to hang the ones that are already clean and i went shopping again yesterday. By shopping i mean S H O P P I N G like i went crazy :/

oh well!

jade, oh that is the bf"s name, and i are watching The Notebook.

I think that movie is one of those stupid movies that creates an idea in your head! It ninjas your brain all over the place! Like it makes all those girls be mean to their boyfriends! because they are all swoony or whatever all the time.....anyway i don't really take to the "chick flick" thing.

I did watch the new Bond.....James Bond with jade and it was sooooo good!!!

I can't wait to sleep in my squishy bed tonight!!!!! YIPPEEE!!!

ok peace out.

dude

so much drama in the LBC..

L.O.V.E.

Love is......

L = leave him alone

O = other boys out there

V = very very confusing at all times

E = everyone gets sucked into the love trap.

is it so sad that i believe love is a bunch of crap that was made up by the media...love is not like movies or poems or WHATEVER.

Love is hard...and scary...and painful. 

I've often said "I would rather not want to feel that much love again than to feel that much pain"

sad but true. My heart was stolen and torn to pieces a while ago.  I will not let myself love that much again. ever. ever.

But i will always be poetic about it in my heart.  

My yesterday and today

So im pretty influential.....because my bff just skipped class on the action of me saying "you should just skip." She said it may not be good to skip class in college, but it is. Its ok. I know this people!

Im reading a book called "The Shack" not shaft (and this was confused with someone, i wont go in to the story of "The Shaft") But no...so anyways!!! Its really good that is what i mostly did today besides getting a pedicure AND fighting with my beloved mother :D yay! 

Yesterday was eventful Wanda (my grandmother) and I went christmas shopping a little then me and my bestie went shopping again and got peace sign necklaces! yipee! so now we have bff rings, bracelets, and necklaces.....does this mean we are lame???

maybe so.

Ok so Taryn is going to class....im not influential.

*tear*

ok she is really going.

we are arguing about not going, you can tell she wants to stay with me

yep shes gone.

GONE OUT OF MY LIFE!

what am i going to do with myself now????!!!!!!! 

walow i reckon.

Eason, taryns brother, is rolling around in the floor saying something weird.

quite frankly, im worried for him and a little scared.

jk

but seriously.

why

I think i just told him i miss him.

yep, i did.

thats ok, at least he knows that hey...i miss you....not missing anyone else you know?

well am i?

who knows. 

I love to text though...it's easy!

except sometimes i think, are they being sarcastic or what? I mean was that mean text formatting and all? or where you just busy?

electric blankets are really super duper warm, like really im about to catch on fire. This can't be safe.

Let me save my legs...hang on...

saved! whew! i'm surprised my little dog hasn't caught on fire.

That would be...baaad

Ok so Im listening to this song called "You were the last high" by Dandy Warhols....awesome band...and it is a neat-o song ;)

ok now im freezing.

*gets back under covers and attempts catching on fire*

i'm weak.

I realize. I am sad.

I cannot say why, because i don't know.

"sweet like candy to my soul,

sweet you rock and sweet you roll.

lost for you,

im so lost. for you.

won't you come crash into me?

And i'll come into you?"

love it.

Ok i'm thinking sleep now :)

Im off for the next 2 days

woo hoo!

What shall i do?!